Monday, November 19, 2007

rest in peace megan.

Megan Meier was thirteen when she committed suicide over the weekend.. The story that lead to her death was that she befriended a boy around her age named Josh, a boy she met over MySpace. He was sixteen and he was 'hot'. She was interested in him, he seemed interested in her. They communicated online for a while. Megan told her parents about him because she was excited that someone finally seemed interested in her. Megan put all of her trust into this boy, and he would treat her like royalty. He was an angel.
Then suddenly, he turned on her.
Out of the blue, he would call her names, say things to her that would shatter her already low self esteem. She had contemplated suicide already, at the young age of eight years old. She was on anti-depressants. She felt fat and ugly. She had been losing weight though, something that she was proud of. But when Josh, the boy she admired so much, started calling her these vile names and saying things like, "You don't deserve to live, life would be so much better if you were gone," she didn't know how to handle it. People posted bulletins about her calling her a slut, calling her fat. Rumours circulated about her, breaking down every shred of confidence she had gained from trying to convince herself of otherwise.
So, believing that no one cared about her and that she had nothing to live for, she hanged herself.
Her mother found her body hanging in her closet.
The real tragedy of it all?
There is no Josh.
Josh was just a fictional character made by the mother of one of Megan's former friends. A parent with a family and daughter of her own had purposely tried to destroy this innocent, nearly-fourteen year old girl in order to gain revenge for something Megan had done to her daughter. She succeeded, and now Megan is dead.
How could a mother do something like this? What kind of sick and twisted mind would actually go out and purposely try to break down a young teenager by gaining her trust and then building her up for a breakdown? What kind of parent would do that when they have a child of their own?
Life has millions of unanswered questions, and those are just some of them.
I think that the mother who posed as Josh deserves to be punished. She's receiving no sort of penalty whatsoever because there's no law that says you can't pretend to be another person online. And according to the textbooks, she didn't kill Megan, Megan killed herself.
I don't think that's fair.
There's no fucking justice in his goddamn world.
She was only thirteen.
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That was written by Livia Tsang. To me, the parents who 'killed' Megan should get arrested because they bullied her mentally by pretending to be 'Josh'. She was still young, she doesn't deserve any of this.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

sunday evening.

Weekly Playlist

John Mayer - Waiting on The World to Change.
A Change of Pace - Take Care.
Keane - Somewhere Only We Know.
Coldplay - Talk.
Damien Rice - Rootless Tree.
Samantha Jade - Turn Around.
Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife.
Smashing Pumpkins - 1979.
KT Tunstall - Hold On.

My Sunday evening was okay, I listened to some old stuff and my head was spinning around because I didn't get enough sleep at Sara's house. Blame it on Julian because almost all softwares that we downloaded didn't work. ;D Oh well, 21 more days til MCR.

I was at Mimi's house warming yesterday. Her room is uh-mah-zing, really. The girls took a bunch of pictures, if the cameras could talk, i bet it would say, "Stop taking your pictures, damn it!". The neighbourhood is really awesome and Marques prank called one of the house owners but he hung up the phone after he found out the house costs RM1.3 million, bahahaha.



Girlies. ;D



Kid at heart. ;D


I'm still waiting pictures from Sara's Camera.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

bye bye form four.

So today was the last day of form four, we were supposed to play flour after school but the least expected happened. My friends get caught at a nearby mamak stall by our dicipline teacher. Mahira and I were playing speed inside her class. Then Sara came in and called the others. That was when we found out that almost all of them were busted. So yeah, not their day and my sister decided to be a bleep when she did not send my bloody camera. Bloody flicker.

Hello 5 sc. Gamma. You've guessed it, next year I'll be in 5 sc. Gamma. I guess next year is going to be fine because my classmates from 4 sc. Gamma are going to be in the same class as me, except for Arope. I'm going to miss that wobbly dude. (:

So, I'm on almost 2 months hols. I'll be my wasting my hols by eating a lot of sugar and jumping up and down like a monkey. I can't wait to go to China this December and oh MCR CONCERT! It's 23 more days. Rachel and Wei Ann, go buy your tickets! I'll strangle both of you if you go to Singapore gig. Grrr.

yearbook.

Tomorrow is the last day of school for this year. I will miss 4 sc. Gamma a lot because almost all of my classmates were pretty darn amazing. Miraculously, I survived in that class because throughout the years. Mahira and I were in the same class for 9 straight years. I miss that kid.

I got my yearbook already yesterday, the picture turned out okay. Better than the previous years.

See, it doesn't look that bad. (to rachel : you look pretty la gila)

Chris Crocker. He rejected my friend request on myspace. Dick. :(

n for nadira. says:
weih
n for nadira. says:
u tau tak.
n for nadira. says:
chris crocker reject my friends request
Zeetini says:
no
Zeetini says:
Serious fucking shit
Zeetini says:
whyyyyyyy
n for nadira. says:
tu laaa
n for nadira. says:
julian pun
Zeetini says:
eh why eh
Zeetini says:
ape problem die
Zeetini says:
but we are all his ........
Zeetini says:
fans

The thing is.. I'm not his fan. Laughs.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

unfair.

To all Linkin Park's fans who live in Malaysia. Just so you know, Linkin Park is rocking out in Singapore right now. Unfair isn't it? Zaahira and I are feeling very irritated by this. I'm sure as hell that Hariz is pretty annoyed too because.. SINGAPORE IS NOT FAR FROM MALAYSIA. It's just unfair but whatever.. only left 26 more days til MCR concert. :)

msn convo. (13 October 2007-10.10pm)

n for nadira. says:
fyi.
Zaahira says:
yes
n for nadira. says:
lp is rocking at singapore right now.
n for nadira. says:
i'm about to go crazy.
Zaahira says:
Erghh shoot them dead
n for nadira. says:
exactly.

it's so not fair.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Getting there.

Good Luck to SPM candidates. :)
I deleted almost all of my previous posts. Blame my lack of knowledge about blogging.